Monday, January 28, 2008

Past Post 2

Wed Jun 20th, 2007 10:16 AM

Hi big girl. It's been three weeks and I still can't believe you're gone. I keep looking into the closet where we kept your pen, expecting to see you standing up looking for treats and pets. I miss watching your sudden binkies that would launch you a couple feet in the air (from a stand still). I miss how you were the gentlest of them all, you were the only one who would sit near Ringo without trying to nip at him. I miss lying on the floor while you were running loose and you hop over and stand on my back, like you were king.....queen of the mountain. I miss you baby. You taught us so much about rabbits, about patience. Loosing you was so unexpected, it came as a horrible shock to both of us. You may have been the runt of your litter, but you were the pick of it to us. I still can't believe you're gone.

I miss you big girl.

Sun Jul 1st, 2007 03:31 PM

Hey Sam,

Yesterday it was one month since you died. I tried not to think about it but I couldn' help it. I was so sad knowing that you aren't here. Daddy was pretty sad to. It so wierd how fast this has all gone by.

Not much I can say other than we miss you.

Mon Jul 9th, 2007 08:01 AM

Today of all days is hard. Today is supposed to be your day. Two years ago today you were carried into our lives and showed us we were beneath you. Not worthy to breath the same air. It took a long time but you and I came to understand each other.

We miss you so much. There is a hole in our family where you should be. Teresa is a princess but you were our queen. We want you home with us so bad it hurts.

Wed Jul 25th, 2007 12:57 PM

Hey girl. You have been on our minds so much. It's still hard to think of you as not here.

Posted: Fri Jul 27th, 2007 10:35 AM I don't know why but I miss you so much today. I can not stop crying. You were are world.

Thu Aug 16th, 2007 05:13 PM

I miss you so much Sam. Some new freinds went to the bridge and I need you to look for them. One is Michelles Black Jack. He is such a handsome boy. Maybe You guys would like to play together.

There is Pegs Pow Wow. Make sure she is all well.

Elissians Milly. He was just a baby and he needs friends.

Also Peepoo and Petey.

So many have passed on care for them ok my big girl.

Sun Aug 19th, 2007 08:39 PM

Ok been missing her alot lately. Bonding keeps me busy.

Posted: Sat Sep 15th, 2007 12:45 PM

Hey girl I have been thinging alot about you. We miss you so much. We are working hard and still doing all we can for bunnies.

Posted: Tue Oct 9th, 2007 05:31 PM

Miss You lyricsAaliyah(feat. Jay-Z)

[Intro: Jay-Z (Aaliyah)]What's up baby girl! (Ho!) Thought I had to talk to you again, missing you (Hey, ey, ey, ey) Tim is missing you Missy's missing you Rashad is missing you your mom is missing you (N-n-n-n-no no no) Your pop is missing you Dame is missing you darn we missing you...WOO!!!

[Verse 1: Jay-Z (Aaliyah)]All we listen to is all the different yous Four page letters in addition to Have you ever loved somebody used to get the party poppin We used to party alot, we used to be in the Hampton's partied alot We was The Breakfast Club you was a part of the ROC We used to make up special names for the food we ate Remember cerial pie one of your favorite plates (I miss you) Well Dame told me tell you he's doin well Due to the circumstances, it could've been Bellevue But I ain't got to tell you, you lookin over us Our little angel, but you know what

[Chorus: Jay-Z (Aaliyah)]Brooklyn's missing you Detroit is missing you New Orleans missing you Philly's missing you (It's been too long and I'm lost without you) Your uncle's missing you your families missing you Your fans is missing you the galleries missing you darn we missing you (It's been too long and I'm lost without you)

[Verse 2: Jay-Z (Aaliyah)]Now Star is mad I won't grant him a interview Now he's dissing me cause he dissed you Can you believe the nerve of this dude? Cause of your memory I won't bring in the pistols But he got issues enough of that lame I never seen pain like your parents pain But I know God protecting you You used to read Seed Of The soul I know God perfecting you All the estrogen the darker texture you are the more intellectual You are so professional our little purple star Too good for earth you are (I miss you)

[Chorus: Jay-Z (Aaliyah)]Houston's missng you L.A.'s missing you DC's missing you Chicago's missing you (It's been too long and I'm lost without you) Kidada's missing you Shock is missing you Colleen is missing you Tiny is missing you (It's been too long and I'm lost without you)

[Verse 3: Jay-Z]By the way, Big we missing you Pac we missing you We feel your presence just not in the physical All across the world, blocks is miserable Y'all left a void it's alot of little yous But they not original and they not identical They just studied your flows and they watched your interviews That's when hip hop if it's not ten of you Then it gotta be more, y'all left your paws Footprints on the game hood ain't been the same Feeling ain't been in music hooks ain't been the same But I'm doing what I can man and try to follow y'all memory lane man Big you be ashamed to see New York gangbang Pac you feel the same thing they use your name in vein But I guess that's the issue And it proves how much, niggas really miss you

[Outro: Jay-Z (Aaliyah)]Pun we missing you Big L we missing you Left Eye we missing you Jay we missing you Jam Master Jay, Freaky Tah, Scott La Rock, the list goes on........ The world is missing you the hood is missing you (Wondering if your the same and who's been with you) Nah mean, miss y'all (I miss you) This goes, to the memory of all our fallen soldiers Soldiers and soldgettes all across the world (I miss you) We gon' hold y'all down, y'all live in our memories forever We never gon' let y'all go

[Aaliyah (Jay-Z):]I, can't, breathe, no, more (We not remembering y'all death though!) Since you went away (We celebrating your life) I dont really feel like talkin, don't wanna hear you love me (Nah mean!) Baby (Yes!) do you understand me (Yes!) I can't do a thing without you (darn we missing you) Wondering if your the same and who's been with you, I miss you Wondering if your the same and who's been with you, I miss you

Posted: Sun Oct 21st, 2007 09:06 AM

Hey big girl,

I have been missing you so much lately for so many reasons I am sure you know why.

Daddy and I keep talking about someday getting another flemish giant (though more than likely you were mixed). We know she could never replace you. That is just not possible. You were one of a kind.

We miss your size, your weird but seldom binkies, your thunderous stomps, the way you could knock us down with your strength, and the weight when you sat on my back your front paws on my head.

We love you so much and that is never going to change. It is almost 5months since we lost you and it still feels like that day. I wonder if that will change.

Since you left us I am sure you know Wyatt has joined the family. Also that two more guinea pigs are joining us (Mason Alexander and Kingsley Merlin).

On a sad note Auntie Rosie lost her baby Drew. I need you to look for her and care for her till Auntie Rosie can be with her. I am sure you GingerSpice and Puck can do that. We miss all of you so much. Tell all of our RO buns that we miss them.

Also tell the PB buns that we miss them too. Tell Ashy his pea force still sings for him.

Love always,

Mommy, Daddy

Posted: Fri Nov 2nd, 2007 02:26 PM

Hey big girl,

157 days today since you left us. Yea I count. I miss you. It just won't stop. I love you even more than I knew.

It kills me that you are no longer here. Why!? We loved you so much. I thought we had so much more time. It's just not fair!! I want you here. I want you back.

I am in a bad spot right now. Things seem like they are almost right but than I am slapped down again.

Anyway I have some pictures to add.

Love Always Mama.

Posted: Sun Nov 18th, 2007 08:04 PM

Hey big girl,

I just wanted to let you know that Teresa is sick. At first I was scared that I would lose her too. Now I know I just have to care for her. She is still feisty so makes me feel alittle better.

If I do lose her I don't think I can survive it. I know most say they like bucks better but no buck can give you the look a doe can. I would like to think if I did you two would finally get along. What a girl can dream can't she?

There are six bunnies in Maryland that need some help from you bridge bunnies. Lend them a paw wether it be a new home on earth or one with all of you at the bridge.

Love Always Mama

Posted: Fri Nov 30th, 2007 01:44 PM

Hey Big Girl,
Today is a special day. Dallas came to be part of our family. You didn't mind him. For the most part you ignored him.
At the same time I miss you even more. Nobody knows but I actually thought about trying to bond Elvis or Connor to you. Instead I bonded Connor to Dallas and Teresa and never tried you with Elvis. I didn't give you the chance of having a friend. Maybe you would have lived longer with one. Than again maybe not.
I miss you so much! I wish you were here! I know I can not change that. Doesn't matter I still want you here. It is so weird with out you.
Love Mama

Posted: Fri Dec 21st, 2007 10:12 AM

Hey Big Girl,

The pain feels as if it will never end. Instead of melting away it builds up keeping me in a fortress where no other can enter. I want to help those around me who are going through the same but I can't. How can I when I myself am trapped in the same cyle of pain.

I still have some anger in me. It usually pops up at the oddest times. The biggest thing would have to be the pain of missing you.

I really did not know how close I was to you. I guess it built slowly not instant like the others. You became my best friend. I didn't really have one who was there. Oh I had some I talked on the phone sometimes but not someone right there. I told you all kinds of things. We argued alot but still loved being with each other.

The last week has been a very hard one. How is it that someone so young full of life is gone? Ashley was a good person who still had so much to do. Yet in her short life she did so many great things.

Than BunBuns a sweet little bunny who never got to meet his mama Emily or his grandparents Rosie and Danny. Atleast he will get to play with his sister again.

I want to think that you and Drew were waiting for them with the others at the bridge. Ready to show them how cool it is up there.

How much loss have we suffered this year? How many have crossed and wait for us to join them? How can we keep going through this? How do we survive?

I will end this before I start crying again.


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